12/9/06

LUV ME 4 ME

LUV ME 4 ME
BY: DA DON

SOMETIMES IT’S JUST SO HARD TO MAINTAIN...
THERE’S SO MANY THOUGHTS IN MY BRAIN...
SOME ARE POSITIVE AND SOME CREATIVE...
SOME ARE JUST CRAZY, SICK AND INSANE...

I’VE STRUGGLED MANY DAYS OF MY LIFE...
SHIT I’VE BEEN CLOSE TO DEATH TWICE...
AND I’M INFATUATED WITH THE SAME SEX...
SO I ALWAYS FELT THAT I WAS LIVING TRIFE...

I LET MY LIFESTYLE KEEP ME CONFUSED...
AM I A DISGRACE BECAUSE I LIKE DUDES?
I DON’T EVEN KNOW HOW THIS SHIT HAPPENED...
I’M JUST A HOMOSEXUAL WITHOUT A CLUE...

GOING THROUGH LIFE I SCARED AND ASHAMED...
IS IT MY FAULT? AM I THE ONE TO BLAME?
DAMN I DON’T REMEMBER EVER ASKING FOR THIS...
BUT IN LIFE YOU HAVE TO PLAY THE GAME...

I WAS SO STRESSED THAT I DIDN’T LIKE MYSELF...
I PUT MY OWN HAPPINESS UP ON A SHELF...
IT FEELS LIKE I’M AT A MASQUERADE BALL...
BECAUSE I’M LIVING MY LIFE AS SOMEONE ELSE...

NOW THINGS IN LIFE SEEM TO BE INCOMPLETE...
I’M SEARCHING SO HARD TO FIND MY INNER PEACE...
IT SEEMS LIKE PEOPLE WOULD WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY...
OR EVEN CONTENT WITH LIFE TO SAY THE LEAST...

I LIVED UP TO THEIR EXPECTATIONS FOR A WHILE...
BUT NOW I REALIZE I’VE GOT MY OWN MY STYLE...
WHY SHOULD I EVEN CARE WHAT THEY THINK OF ME?
BECAUSE ONLY GOD CAN JUDGE ME, I’M HIS CHILD...

MY SISTER SAYS LOVE IS FOREVER FORGIVING
SO I FEEL SORRY FOR HOW YOU’RE LIVING
YOU SHOULD TRY TO EXPAND YOUR MIND...
AND SHOW LOVE FOR YOUR CHILD, FREIND OR SIBLING...

NOW I’M ABOUT TO MAKE MY LIFE COMPLETE...
SO SIT RIGHT DOWN, HERE HAVE A SEAT...
THE HIDDEN ME IS DESTINED FOR GREATNESS...SO WAVE YOUR WHITE FLAG AND ADMIT DEFEAT...